Sunday, August 30, 2009

Where are the Single Christian Guys?!?!?





Well tomorrow is back to school.....not really ready to go but I'm really ready to get this last semester over with....I was at church this morning and i was looking out in the crowd and noticed that there aren't any good SINGLE christian guys in our church! Now don't get me wrong that's not why I go to church and I have noticed this before but to actually realize that there is not anyone that's a single male (with or without children) christian , on fire for God in our church! this evening we had our annual church picnic and noticed it even more! There is no one to talk to....you look all around and you see couples everywhere! sometimes I just feel out of place...but I know that's the devil.....it just would be nice to talk to someone in the same boat as you are...you get me? So with this said I decided to start praying for single on fire for God people to come into our church......God knows my heart and He knows what I am looking for or more important what Hes looking for for me. He knows what I need and what my daughter needs. I need a husband who's going to be a God fearing man, protector, a listener, head and not the tail, and a help meet. My daughter needs a God fearing father....a dad, one whose going to be there for her in any situation, and to love her like his own, to be that daddy figure in her life, to show here how shes to be treated..... so with this little tid bit said I'm going to be praying ......praying till it comes to past......Ill let yall know when it manifests!!

Friday, August 21, 2009

Looking Toward the Future!!! Finding HIM!!
















Hello friends! i was just thinking about what my life is going to be like when I get out of school ...and how things are going to change....for the better of course......I will finally have a career that I can say that I worked for.......I will be able to provide for my daughter....and in the long run......Anaiah and I will be better than ever!!!!I know that God has everything to do with my future because I trust in Him and I have Faith in Him. My God helps me everyday...He gets me through....and He knows what He is doing in my life as long as I let Him....He is my focus.....I know that with His favor on my life that I will be able and willing to provide for my daughter and never lack! I will have customers that ask for me and have my regulars!!!I will provide them with the best service that I know how. I know that I have to let go of whats in my hand so that He can let go of whats in His hand for me. And as for my cakes I will still do them as long as God tells me.......I want to be so in tuned with Him that I never have to wonder or question if I can hear Him. I also want to be a true WORSHIPER. To understand and know what true worship is. To get in His presence and stay there........To push through all of the bad, crazy, hectic, whirlwind, stuff out there and get through to His presence. Not just to get in His presence but to get there and know His face. Every line every detail. TRULY KNOW HIS FACE!If this is to encourage anyone out there.....I hope it encourages you to the right thing.....to get on track......on the right path to Find HIM. Someone once told me.........To find Him is for us to move in the right path because He never moved....we are the ones who keep moving and God is right there the whole time waiting for us to see Him. So I encourage you...do whatever it takes to get to the presence of God.......Get on your knees....get on your face......throw your hands in the air and just surrender everything to Him......be a true WORSHIPER....push through anything ans everything that's going on in your life and just focus on Him.....That's the best place to be!!!