Looking Toward the Future!!! Finding HIM!!

Hello friends! i was just thinking about what my life is going to be like when I get out of school ...and how things are going to change....for the better of course......I will finally have a career that I can say that I worked for.......I will be able to provide for my daughter....and in the long run......Anaiah and I will be better than ever!!!!I know that God has everything to do with my future because I trust in Him and I have Faith in Him. My God helps me everyday...He gets me through....and He knows what He is doing in my life as long as I let Him....He is my focus.....I know that with His favor on my life that I will be able and willing to provide for my daughter and never lack! I will have customers that ask for me and have my regulars!!!I will provide them with the best service that I know how. I know that I have to let go of whats in my hand so that He can let go of whats in His hand for me. And as for my cakes I will still do them as long as God tells me.......I want to be so in tuned with Him that I never have to wonder or question if I can hear Him. I also want to be a true WORSHIPER. To understand and know what true worship is. To get in His presence and stay there........To push through all of the bad, crazy, hectic, whirlwind, stuff out there and get through to His presence. Not just to get in His presence but to get there and know His face. Every line every detail. TRULY KNOW HIS FACE!If this is to encourage anyone out there.....I hope it encourages you to the right thing.....to get on track......on the right path to Find HIM. Someone once told me.........To find Him is for us to move in the right path because He never moved....we are the ones who keep moving and God is right there the whole time waiting for us to see Him. So I encourage you...do whatever it takes to get to the presence of God.......Get on your knees....get on your face......throw your hands in the air and just surrender everything to Him......be a true WORSHIPER....push through anything ans everything that's going on in your life and just focus on Him.....That's the best place to be!!!

WOW! ITS BEEN A WHILE!!!!

Wow its been a while since i have wrote on my blog sorry!! man school does take a toll on you in the summer... it feels like you dont get a break and you cant breathe.....o wait! it is that way!!! i have had no breaks since the first of may and i dont finish until aug. 7th....not to far from now.... i have turned one year older since the last time i wrote and i have noticed alot of things that i have been drawn to my attention...... like maurity levels, respect, butting in to peoples conversation.....no where are you going to see that clearer than a building full of 51 girls.....that is way too much estrogen to handle in one building for a whole year!!! i dont know how the instructors do it!! they have to be getting paid alot......at least i would been asking for alot!!!! some girls just in their twenties being wild and crazy...talking about things that should NOT be talking about in public.......cussing all over the place......man i thought we as women had more respect for ourselves than that....but i guess some people dont think of themselves as Gods daughter......a Princess of a King.......The Head and not the Tail.......Above Only and not beneath.....i pray that we look at ourselves and learn to correct what is not right in the eyes of God and strive to be more like Him! Shoot for the moon......if you miss....at least you hit the stars!!!!

ANAIAH'S BIRTHDAY CAKE!

ANAIAH'S BIRTHDAY CAKE!!!

I WANTED TO SHARE MY DAUGHTERS BIRTHDAY CAKE WITH YOU ALL!!!!!!

IT WAS A STRAWBERRY 2 TIER CAKE WITH BUTTER CREAM ICING.......I DID AIR BRUSH THE ICING PINK AND DECORATED IT WITH WHITE DAISIES.....

MY BABY IS 1 NOW!!!! THEY GROW UP SO FAST!!!!

1st Birthday

Anaiah Nevaeh Grace Arriaga

1st Birthday......

i just wanted to share these picture with you.....This is my daughter Anaiah.....and these are her 1st birthday pictures!!!!


This one is my FAVORITE!!!

It just backs me realize how blessed i am to have her! she is so special to me and everyone that she comes in contact with. i never believed anyone that told me "i dont remember what i did before i had kids".......but now i do! i honestly dont remember what i did without her. i am so glad that i have her. and i wiouldnt have it any other way.........

even when times do get tough and im stressed out from school....i go home and take one look at my daughters face and nothing else matters.......the world could come crashing down all around me and i would even know it because of Anaiah.....she is my world!!!!

She is the most beautiful little girl that i have ever seen! Of course im partial....... but you have to agree.....she is beautiful!!!!

Being A Mom......Wow! What A Blessing!

I have been thinking alot lately about what I have been blessed with in life......my family ......my friends.......but most of all my daughter......I have always believed that there is a God and that He does love me.......But God has a way of showing us His love....and mine is through my daughter. Before you've had a child you never experience love at first sight or even how you could love someone you've never met, once you've had a child you are a true believer in love at first sight and you have experienced loving someone you've never met. Now...........I never thought that I would have experienced these things including having a child but God new my heart....He knows what i want and need in life....and He does take care of me. One thing that God did show me was that this child He has given me is His child and He has given her to me for a short time and He would show me the way to raise her. Wow!!! I think thats where the motherly instinct comes in on how to raise your child in the way they should go. Just like the lioness protects her cubs we as women do that to our children. Show them how to eat, drink, communicate, and other things. You nurture, you love, you teach, you cuddle. you do everything in your power to do whats right for that child and is in the way of God. Then when someone comes against that. When you know that you are doing what is in your heart and you feel thats what you are to do. You stand your ground. I think that one awesome things that God put inside of us is the will to stand our ground. You stand your ground for your kids, your family, and everything that you believe in. Thats what God said....when theres nothing else to do you keep standing. And i believe thats what im going to do is stand. And when theres nothing else to do i will stand. I think of it like this......we are held accountable for what we know and do and say. So when the devil comes to strike .....I will be ready......to protect my family, my child, and everything that i believe in. I will stand and I will keep standing.

New Day...learning something new

man what a week it has been!!!! last week i was so nervous...i got chosen along with 4 other girls to go to the Texas Tech Textile fashion show hosted by the design department of Texas Tech!!! i was so nervous and scared and well excited of course.......it was such an honor to be able to go and fix models hair!!! Patti, Jennifer, Cyndi, Dana, and I were told when we got there that there would be roughly 60 to 70 girls that we would have to do their hair and that was at 8 in the morning and we were to be done with them by 1 that afternoon!!!! OMG!!! 60- 70 girls in 5 hours! well needless to say that we did get finished at the right time .....well we finished at 12:30 and did 80 girls!!!!i was so proud of us! we kicked butt!! I did take some pictures and i wanted to share them with you!!! we did have touch ups at 5:30 and the show started at 7 that evening and we really didn't have to do a lot of touch ups! we got in to the fashion show and got to watch our hair that we created walk down the runway!!!it was an awesome experience!!

well this week has been crazy!!!!! monday got into an arguement with a girl who was questioning my integrity....comparing me to the other younger girls in the class......i dont think so! to say the least that kinda got me heated but i didnt do anything that i shouldnt have.......tuesday went ok and then wednesday came around......drama drama drama.......some girls at school just dont know when to stop........bringing other people into the drama that dont even need to be in anything....its like girls just cant let things go........well this trailed all the way into friday......tried to stay to myself......cut my first haircut!!!!!on my sister!!!!my sister is also a hair dresser and i couldnt believe she wanted me to cut her hair!!!!OMG!!!! i was so nervous! but needless to say that it came out wonderful and she loves it!! ill show you the picture!!! anyway i got told that it was the best haircut that has ever been done and walked out of the school!!! what a complement!! i was so excited!! O! heres the picture of my sister and until next time !!!!